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observation de vous;

observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir

the 4 hearts

an almost perfect lady.

August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
September 2008

I FUCKING DO NOT THINK THAT I DID ANYTHING AT ALL TO DESERVE THIS. TO DESERVE BEING SHOUTED AT OR PUSHED AROUND. AND MOST OF ALL TO DESERVE BEING REPLACED BY OTHER PEOPLE'S 'COMMITMENTS'.

I HATE BEING IN SECOND PLACE. I HATE BEING A REPLACEMENT. MOST OF ALL. I HATE BEING, I REALLY TRULY DEEPLY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART HATE BEING SO DAMNED FORGIVING. FOR WHAT? NO GOOD COMES OUT AT THE END OF IT. IS MY GOODNESS RECIPROCATED? NO. THEN WHAT, TELL ME, FOR THE LOVE OF CRIKES, WHAT IS THE DAMNED FUCKING POINT.

- everything's just temporary;
11:45 PM